Unrequited

It can be hard on a heart to love a girl like this. It's wearing really, and every now and again I find myself in something less than a crisis of faith. Crisis is such a dramatic word. It should be reserved for more dire situations than the every day aches and pains of a life, the thousand natural shocks so to speak. Perhaps we can call it a quandary of personality. It has almost the same ring to it. Am I the man I profess to be? Do I tell myself who to be or do I simply live? It is a real struggle to be a good man. Such an ambiguous word for such an audacious goal. While it is always looks so easy to be a bad man. There are innumerable careless actions one could take, but usually only a few good ones. Sometime the best thing you can do is to hurt someone.